The Diary of an Ana girl

archives

August 27, 2009 - short update
May 07, 2009 - graduating!
January 12, 2009 - ups and downs
August 15, 2008 - beauty
April 14, 2008 - self image
February 29, 2008 - making choices
February 21, 2008 - analysis
February 21, 2008 - geez
September 19, 2007 - i won
July 02, 2007 - good news!!
March 18, 2007 - stabilizing in the fog
February 26, 2007 - short update
December 09, 2006 - a story
October 21, 2006 - how it happens
October 01, 2006 - halt!
August 06, 2006 - VICTORY.
August 02, 2006 - [there is no cycle here]
July 30, 2006 - :D
July 23, 2006 - on writing
July 21, 2006 - 25.
July 15, 2006 - stop
May 19, 2006 - repeat.
April 12, 2006 - mess.
April 02, 2006 - losing it
March 11, 2006 - addiction
February 22, 2006 - a sad entry. because this is my life.
February 13, 2006 - loop
February 08, 2006 - purging again
January 29, 2006 - hunger hurts (but starving works)
January 26, 2006 - one week of eating better
January 19, 2006 - kind of cool.
January 18, 2006 - grumpy old women
January 17, 2006 - confessions
January 14, 2006 - boys.
January 01, 2006 - happy new year everyone!
December 13, 2005 - just some late night rambling
October 25, 2005 - storm gone, new computer
October 23, 2005 - and...wilma!
October 11, 2005 - i triggered myself
September 30, 2005 - testing myself
August 27, 2005 - the return from my journey of self-discovery
July 17, 2005 - headed home again
July 10, 2005 - dennis
July 06, 2005 - hope for a full recovery
June 19, 2005 - fathers day
June 17, 2005 - how silly
June 01, 2005 - picking myself back up
May 19, 2005 - pictures of anorexia
May 09, 2005 - go grandma :)
May 07, 2005 - sudden stumbling block
May 02, 2005 - dad's comment - trigger or not?
April 29, 2005 - stop looking at me
April 25, 2005 - decision on the most difficult part
April 22, 2005 - birthday and moving on
April 11, 2005 - hurricanes
April 09, 2005 - good morning!
April 07, 2005 - a year later
September 17, 2004 - hurricane ivan
August 27, 2004 - i'm okay you guys!!
May 19, 2004 - nervousness, recovery, eg. where the heck am i?
May 19, 2004 - the five stagesof recovery - taken from tf
May 10, 2004 - pain from the past
May 06, 2004 - great times
May 05, 2004 - let go.
May 04, 2004 - omigosh. i CAN have fun gaining weight!
May 02, 2004 - i'm okay.
March 23, 2004 - apology
February 18, 2004 - why i do what i do
February 13, 2004 - the struggle of recovery
February 12, 2004 - going strong
February 10, 2004 - sick today
February 05, 2004 - RECOVERY
January 30, 2004 - i love you all so much
January 26, 2004 - hopeful
January 21, 2004 - anger issues
January 14, 2004 - i feel terrible
January 08, 2004 - apology
January 07, 2004 - fighting the body
December 23, 2003 - going away for a week
December 17, 2003 - holiday break!!
December 15, 2003 - gaining more and more
December 09, 2003 - fought it off!
December 01, 2003 - hmm. perspective change.
November 25, 2003 - 15 days...i broke it
November 21, 2003 - my stomach hurts
November 19, 2003 - guilt, shame, and fear
November 17, 2003 - losing the ed, and weight?
November 05, 2003 - a perfect circle!
October 29, 2003 - understanding myself
October 22, 2003 - everything is stabilizing
October 08, 2003 - bending my own rules
October 03, 2003 - better or worse?
September 26, 2003 - 5th day b/p free
September 24, 2003 - it is a good day...really!
September 22, 2003 - fall is coming!
September 18, 2003 - silliness
September 12, 2003 - worried
September 10, 2003 - grow up
September 03, 2003 - just forget the whole thing
August 25, 2003 - school begins again
August 04, 2003 - battles of my mind
July 24, 2003 - progress: 6.5
July 16, 2003 - too much with the bulimia
July 15, 2003 - too much craziness
July 09, 2003 - new layout
July 07, 2003 - parents and abuse
June 21, 2003 - dumped/going home
June 18, 2003 - falling...
June 16, 2003 - hmm, nothing
June 04, 2003 - depressed, but fighting it
May 29, 2003 - forcing myself to write
May 20, 2003 - rambles from leaning toward recovery
May 13, 2003 - whew, finally a fast computer.
May 03, 2003 - deep thoughts from a deeper me
April 24, 2003 - wow, here i am
April 22, 2003 - important, pls read
April 15, 2003 - sigh
April 11, 2003 - stabilizing...maybe
April 08, 2003 - i'm an idiot
April 05, 2003 - whoa...ex dilemma
April 03, 2003 - blah...just blah
April 02, 2003 - :о
March 30, 2003 - back again!
March 21, 2003 - whew, diaryland is working at least
March 11, 2003 - caught.
March 03, 2003 - one purge the whole month!!
March 01, 2003 - new month, new hopes
February 26, 2003 - deep thoughts from the mind of an anorectic
February 22, 2003 - sad life
February 13, 2003 - oh no...please no...
February 12, 2003 - finally made it
February 08, 2003 - mia controls me
January 28, 2003 - gold star for anadoll
January 26, 2003 - slightly better, i think
January 21, 2003 - perhaps it's time to take a tiny step...
January 14, 2003 - isolation
January 07, 2003 - a b/p to end all...
January 01, 2003 - happy new year!(?)
December 26, 2002 - anadoll's holiday drama
December 22, 2002 - i love you guys!
December 20, 2002 - anadoll's return
October 13, 2002 - help.
October 01, 2002 - amazing
September 22, 2002 - as promised, i have returned
August 08, 2002 - love...life...leaving
July 25, 2002 - so depressed
July 18, 2002 - too eating disordered
July 15, 2002 - fast - day 2
July 14, 2002 - fast - day 1
July 13, 2002 - um er uh geez
July 10, 2002 - cow
July 04, 2002 - happy 4th of july!
June 27, 2002 - my throat has a hole in it
June 23, 2002 - fairly content
June 20, 2002 - how embarrassing
June 16, 2002 - pizza!
June 15, 2002 - real nice recovery
June 01, 2002 - ipecac
May 26, 2002 - bad people do bad things
May 23, 2002 - all you need is love...
May 17, 2002 - stupid contradictions
May 13, 2002 - next step in eating disorders
May 06, 2002 - prom/crush
May 04, 2002 - people who DON'T know eds
May 01, 2002 - hey...i'm fasting
April 29, 2002 - gjafkdfklag
April 27, 2002 - just when you think it's getting better
April 22, 2002 - better
April 17, 2002 - zum geburtstag viel gluck!
April 14, 2002 - pro ana thoughts
April 12, 2002 - mmm chinese food
April 10, 2002 - scale!
April 08, 2002 - why fasting sucks
April 06, 2002 - sick
April 04, 2002 - calmer atmosphere
March 31, 2002 - happy easter (yeah right)
March 29, 2002 - druggies and anas
March 24, 2002 - fits, dreams, ex...
March 20, 2002 - help
March 10, 2002 - waiting for ketosis
March 08, 2002 - pizza, fights, low carbing...whoo a lot going on
March 04, 2002 - anyone want my eating disorder? take it please
March 01, 2002 - giving up is sometimes best
February 27, 2002 - holy @#&*%!
February 23, 2002 - loser
February 18, 2002 - back
February 10, 2002 - guess who's fasting
February 09, 2002 - sad
February 04, 2002 - when did eating get so hard?
February 02, 2002 - aggh
January 29, 2002 - new diet plan!
January 28, 2002 - finally back on track
January 26, 2002 - i am getting worse.
January 25, 2002 - tgif
January 24, 2002 - cleansing
January 22, 2002 - better mood
January 22, 2002 - cold, cruel world
January 21, 2002 - still hating myself
January 20, 2002 - confusion
January 19, 2002 - day 6
January 18, 2002 - i lied
January 16, 2002 - yay! i have the flu!
January 15, 2002 - fasting again
January 12, 2002 - 99 pounds.
January 10, 2002 - yep, still fat
January 08, 2002 - new diet
January 05, 2002 - thoughts
January 03, 2002 - happy new year
December 30, 2001 - i'm back!
December 17, 2001 - fasting
December 10, 2001 - eat all you want and lose weight!
December 08, 2001 - so should i feel guilty or not...
December 06, 2001 - doing well!
December 04, 2001 - i am so fat
December 02, 2001 - too many calories
December 01, 2001 - still fat
November 30, 2001 - "are you anorexic?"
November 28, 2001 - cycle 2
November 27, 2001 - taco bell!
November 26, 2001 - crushes suck
November 25, 2001 - egg nog
November 24, 2001 - !!!
November 23, 2001 - bad mood
November 22, 2001 - thanksgiving sucks
November 20, 2001 - the beginning